I kissed the mirror of a life I almost lost

just a reminder of the cost.

the cameras flash,

like the silence knows my name,

lust for her touch

though it always feels the same.

a dim star,

In a constellation of fame

still I find breath to write,

let my words be the only proof that im sane

from the endless sacrificial nights,

and the bruised up veins.

now i cant be honest,

fame feels hollow,

but desire made me try this,

im grateful my heart still beats,

now lets try being honest ?

xtc